Endings
Here it is. I've made it to the end of the month. The ending of one journey and the beginning of the next. It's perhaps one could argue the best place to be in life. If you look at the interpretation of tarot cards, the final one in the major arcana is "the world" and the whole of the major arcana is supposed to represent a journey of some sort, beginning with the fool and ending with the world, which is why I used the image in this blog post as I feel it to be quite fitting given this represents the end of one journey and the beginning of the next.
The hero's journey as highlighted by Joseph Campbell is the sort of base for the monomyth which shows up all over human societies and cultures independently. The journey of the tarot cards major arcana is kind of like this. Personally I'm not very much a Jospeh Campbell fan but he does have some interesting ideas. This blog has been a sort of journey, both as a lesson in being disciplined in doing something consistently everyday as well as exploring different aspects of my own personal belief system and ideas. I've gone through a lot of changes in just the month since I started writing this blog. I traveled to an insane adventure in Nevada, then to New York, and then back to SF.
The end of this month will include some goodbyes to some close friends I've made in SF who are going elsewhere, and the meeting of some old ones for my birthday. It really does seem like the season finale in a sense for this chapter of my life, but its nonsense to compare ones life to a TV show. Reality is written by no one, can be absurd as it wants and the ride never ends.
I will write at least one more blog post the beginning of next month but after that I don't know what I'm going to do, it might go on indefinite hiatus or I might still write from time to time but I don't think I want to consistently keep up writing every single day on this blog as I have other projects to attend to as well. My next writing project will probably be my autobiography, I feel like my story needs to be told as so far it has been rather ridiculous and unique and I think some people might find it interesting.
I don't know what else to write about in this last blog post of the month. Apparently researchers were able to create a wormhole using a quantum computer recently? That's pretty cool news to look into. A bit open to interpretation but I think it highlights an interesting fact about developing technologies: Sometimes unexpected phenomena that prove to be super useful can be discovered from some technology developed for a specific application that has absolutely nothing to do with its original use-case application.
The more money we throw into just pure research for the sake of research the more potentially new crazy shit we might discover that might completely transform the world. Research for purely the sake of research is worth it. The thrill of finding out something new is such an incredible adrenaline rush and flow of excitement, it is most certainly worth it. Our society currently is not structured this way, and it should be as it would benefit everyone. I think there is something, almost sacred to the pursuit of knowledge and understanding of the universe.
Anyways, I'd like to share a poem I wrote recently.
Endings can be hard. Since they are an inevitable part of life its important to be able to adapt to them correctly. Knowing the deadline of when something will end I would say is in some ways better than something being unexpectedly ripped away from you. You can prepare for it and decide how to approach this phase in life, but always knowing something will end and when means maybe you can never be fully present with it as it is, because the ending will always be in the back of your mind. Not knowing an ending, (I guess we all strive for the eternal in some ways) even if its unexpected might also mean being able to be present more, I don't know.
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