Faith

 

 

For some reason the next week of my life feels very significant and important in a way that's hard to really quantify. I'll be doing a lot of traveling this week so hopefully I'll be able to still update this blog but it feels like this is going to be a very intense week for some reason. I'm taking a lot on faith, hopefully it'll all work out but you never know. 

Faith is such a strange concept. It's utterly useless yet it seems humans kind of cling to it when they have no control over a situation. Sometimes when you've done everything you can you just have to wait and not interfere, by interfering you introduce qualities that might be detrimental to an outcome to some situation you might want. Better to cling to faith that things will all work out in the end.

 There are no atheists in foxholes goes the saying. I've done everything I can to get the outcome I hopefully can get for my coming life. It really depends on how this week goes, it feels like months years and even decades of my life possibly are all hinging on the outcome of what happens this week. I don't feel stressed, I mean a little because of traveling but I realize right now in this moment I'm trying my best, and I just have to believe the best I can is good enough. 

Here's to hope. Here's to faith. Here's to new beginnings and endings and becomings.

Utterly useless but its all I have right now.

I plan to stick to the daily blog requirement I've made for myself.

In the meantime just gotta hope for a good outcome, even if its outside of any intended outcome.